[For the last ten or fifteen minutes Fai has been really impressed with how well he's keeping himself together. He managed not to cry in the taxi at all, saving him a little bit of embarrassment (even though he knows his eyes are red, let him have this modicum of dignity dammit). Only when Koutarou opens the door that all pretty much flies out the window.
Koutarou is one of the only friends he has left from before he tried to self-destruct, and the only one who remembers that particular moment in history. Hell, he was the one who dragged Fai out of it. He's probably the one person in the city who knows Fai the best. Which is why Fai is here, instead of trying to find time in his boyfriend's busy schedule to cry on his shoulder.
And it's also why Fai's face crumples when he spots Koutarou. A hand flies up to cover his face and he shakes his head, too absorbed with trying to hide his tears to move from the doorway.]
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Koutarou is one of the only friends he has left from before he tried to self-destruct, and the only one who remembers that particular moment in history. Hell, he was the one who dragged Fai out of it. He's probably the one person in the city who knows Fai the best. Which is why Fai is here, instead of trying to find time in his boyfriend's busy schedule to cry on his shoulder.
And it's also why Fai's face crumples when he spots Koutarou. A hand flies up to cover his face and he shakes his head, too absorbed with trying to hide his tears to move from the doorway.]