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[wordcarvings]

koutarou kurashiki

Let my art be the sound of my soul / Let it reminisce of the good times / Let it scribble the lines of the bad times / Let it bloom with excitement / Let my art be a representation of me / Just let it be me 

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This is Takao at Lemon Leaf at [street #, Apprassage]. I apologize for not being able to take your call at the moment, but leave a message and I will get back to you as soon as I'm able to.

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[wordcarvings]

You don't have to worry about me though. Despite everything, I'm at least glad to have remembered some things. I never want to forget about Chieko.

That is interesting. IF that is so then he has experience of it and can understand what it's like. The others we have talked to or who talk to--at us, does not seem to understand at all.

[standalonehuman]

I think it’s in the best friend’s handbook that I have to worry about you. But, I am glad that you’ve found some comfort in her memory now. I hope?

Maybe that’s all I’m looking for out of him. More than explanations, some understanding and sympathy. It can be more important to the question of why this is happening than some scientific explanation or stories about lost worlds.

[wordcarvings]

Well. I suppose it might mention something along those lines. But I think that I have. I still want to hear her voice, so badly, and sometimes I get sad, but I do think that she was far too precious to me, it would be much more painful to forget. Or to discover that I have forgotten, if I forget and remember again.

Those stories and explanations would possibly be helpful, if we actually understood them better, but as it is then that is probably going to be better. Feel a little better. And maybe we can at least learn how far it might go.

[standalonehuman]

It almost hurts to hear that, but it's a bittersweet pain. I get it, you'd much rather remember her, even if it hurts.

I don't

It's like I feel like I don't have the right to feel the same way about Gentiana. We didn't have much time together. It's not fair to try to wait for her to remember again, to push this one-sided affection. But I'd rather remember.

What would you want to know out of Carlisle? What might help you? I'm going to be way too focused on investigations and the whys that they might not give. So what else?

[wordcarvings]

I would, yes. That is nothing that I doubt.

Why would it not be fair? It's still your emotions. They're not something that you can put on hold even if you try, they'll still be there. And while she might not remember, she's still here. That won't make things easier, I realize, but it's something that you should value.

Even if you ask... I don't know. Not everything can be answered by other people, anyway and I mostly wonder about things that I would have to learn by myself, at the moment. Isn't a focus on the investigations better? Don't bring too much emotion into it, Hitori.

[standalonehuman]

It does hurt. But I think I've made up my mind on this. Finally. I've never been so indecisive in my life. If she needs a friend, I'll be there for her. But I won't seek her out, I won't look for something more.

Well, I'm asking about Carlisle because we are all in this together and I know what my priorities are. I know I can focus on what questions might further the investigation into them. But if there's a chance to get things answered? If it's fine for me to stick to what I'm good at, I will. Just don't want to ruin this for anybody else.