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[wordcarvings]

koutarou kurashiki

Let my art be the sound of my soul / Let it reminisce of the good times / Let it scribble the lines of the bad times / Let it bloom with excitement / Let my art be a representation of me / Just let it be me 

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This is Takao at Lemon Leaf at [street #, Apprassage]. I apologize for not being able to take your call at the moment, but leave a message and I will get back to you as soon as I'm able to.

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Comments

[standalonehuman]

Maybe that's why I think it's so nice here? People are just helping each other. We catch a couple of extra fish, and the guy in charge of the place we're staying will cook them up for us. Stuff like that. A lot of value is put on people doing work. It's simpler and it makes a kind of sense.

I know I'm going to talk to this guy. I have to figure out how to put it so I don't get angry like last time when you had to stop me from yelling at a teenager...

[wordcarvings]

That sounds really nice. I'm a little jealous, I'd like to experience that sort of thing too. That sort of lifestyle seems a bit bohemian, these days.

Yes, that is something of a concern. Perhaps you should try to write down what you want to say first, so you have your thoughts sorted out.

[standalonehuman]

If I'm right, we'll get to come back here. It's almost like they had to send somebody here, so that we would remember how to get here. I know that doesn't make sense, but it feels like now that we know where it is, we can go back and forth. I really hope I'm right, I'd love to show you this place.

There's not a nice way to ask "was it really necessary to take off my friend's arm?"

[wordcarvings]

Considering everything, it doesn't sound all that crazy. If you're right we definitely need to go visit at some point.

No, there isn't. But you can at least try to control your temper.

[standalonehuman]

I'm capable of it, I know. I just get angry when I think about what they've put you and a bunch of other people through. There's a chance that this person will be more sympathetic, though; he suggested that he was someone else who has been regaining memories of another life.

[wordcarvings]

You don't have to worry about me though. Despite everything, I'm at least glad to have remembered some things. I never want to forget about Chieko.

That is interesting. IF that is so then he has experience of it and can understand what it's like. The others we have talked to or who talk to--at us, does not seem to understand at all.

[standalonehuman]

I think it’s in the best friend’s handbook that I have to worry about you. But, I am glad that you’ve found some comfort in her memory now. I hope?

Maybe that’s all I’m looking for out of him. More than explanations, some understanding and sympathy. It can be more important to the question of why this is happening than some scientific explanation or stories about lost worlds.

[wordcarvings]

Well. I suppose it might mention something along those lines. But I think that I have. I still want to hear her voice, so badly, and sometimes I get sad, but I do think that she was far too precious to me, it would be much more painful to forget. Or to discover that I have forgotten, if I forget and remember again.

Those stories and explanations would possibly be helpful, if we actually understood them better, but as it is then that is probably going to be better. Feel a little better. And maybe we can at least learn how far it might go.

[standalonehuman]

It almost hurts to hear that, but it's a bittersweet pain. I get it, you'd much rather remember her, even if it hurts.

I don't

It's like I feel like I don't have the right to feel the same way about Gentiana. We didn't have much time together. It's not fair to try to wait for her to remember again, to push this one-sided affection. But I'd rather remember.

What would you want to know out of Carlisle? What might help you? I'm going to be way too focused on investigations and the whys that they might not give. So what else?

[wordcarvings]

I would, yes. That is nothing that I doubt.

Why would it not be fair? It's still your emotions. They're not something that you can put on hold even if you try, they'll still be there. And while she might not remember, she's still here. That won't make things easier, I realize, but it's something that you should value.

Even if you ask... I don't know. Not everything can be answered by other people, anyway and I mostly wonder about things that I would have to learn by myself, at the moment. Isn't a focus on the investigations better? Don't bring too much emotion into it, Hitori.

[standalonehuman]

It does hurt. But I think I've made up my mind on this. Finally. I've never been so indecisive in my life. If she needs a friend, I'll be there for her. But I won't seek her out, I won't look for something more.

Well, I'm asking about Carlisle because we are all in this together and I know what my priorities are. I know I can focus on what questions might further the investigation into them. But if there's a chance to get things answered? If it's fine for me to stick to what I'm good at, I will. Just don't want to ruin this for anybody else.